Hello fall!

Hey you :)

Fall is back!

How I love this sweaterweather. Do you also have one favourite sweater you could wear all the time? Today summer ended and fall began, I'm so happy, this season is so beautiful. It's not summer but also not winter, this 'something in between' makes it special. It's the time of the year, where the couch becomes pooular again, you can drink as much hot chocolate as you want, and if you have eaten too much, you can hide it under your big sweater or coat ;) . It's perfect, isn't it? 

When it's cold and dark outside I want to cuddle all the time, haha do you know this feeling? But the struggle is, for that I need a boyfriend, maybe you have more luck than I ;)

However, I hope you have an amazing and gorgeous time, enjoy the last sunny days and lots of love to all of you! 

For the last time...

Hey you! :)
Today I found time again, to write a new blog post. It happened a lot in the last weeks, I had birthday (I'm 17 now!!), school started, and, and, and,.. You may wonder why I wrote "for the last time" as headline but today - it was in my english lesson - our teacher gave us a text of a girl, which wrote about her last first school day. While reading this text I realized, that it was also my last first school day one week ago. It was my LAST FIRST SCHOOL DAY!!!

To be honest, I felt the same as always and now by overthinking I'm disappointed that I didn't enjoy it more. Although my teacher talked about the final exams and that we are "the kings" now, I was not thinking about, that this would be the last time I will see new faces and choose a seat in high school, that I will never experience this again. It's a strange feeling.

I remember my days in kindergarten and it seems that it was only yesterday, when I met Lola, a very good friend of mine, for the first time. Now we are still together but we're in the graduating class. I wonder: WHERE HAS THE TIME GONE?!
Or my first day at school. I can't remember everything, only one detail: It was early in the morning when my mum came into my room to wake me up and I was already awake, ready for school. By thinking back, I have to smile. My school career was an amazing and exciting time. I got good grades and I never was bullied very hard. For this I'm thankful, I was blessed, I guess.

Time went so fast and now I have to think, what I will do after this year. At the moment I would love to become a psychotherapist, hopefully I will reach this goal. But at first I have to achieve my final exams, and then, we will see. I always say: if it's meant to be, it will be. Because of that I'm looking forward to my future and the time after high school. I think I'm ready for the "real life" and I want to live and enjoy it!

Goodbye for now, take care and lots of love to you!!