For the last time...

Hey you! :)
Today I found time again, to write a new blog post. It happened a lot in the last weeks, I had birthday (I'm 17 now!!), school started, and, and, and,.. You may wonder why I wrote "for the last time" as headline but today - it was in my english lesson - our teacher gave us a text of a girl, which wrote about her last first school day. While reading this text I realized, that it was also my last first school day one week ago. It was my LAST FIRST SCHOOL DAY!!!

To be honest, I felt the same as always and now by overthinking I'm disappointed that I didn't enjoy it more. Although my teacher talked about the final exams and that we are "the kings" now, I was not thinking about, that this would be the last time I will see new faces and choose a seat in high school, that I will never experience this again. It's a strange feeling.

I remember my days in kindergarten and it seems that it was only yesterday, when I met Lola, a very good friend of mine, for the first time. Now we are still together but we're in the graduating class. I wonder: WHERE HAS THE TIME GONE?!
Or my first day at school. I can't remember everything, only one detail: It was early in the morning when my mum came into my room to wake me up and I was already awake, ready for school. By thinking back, I have to smile. My school career was an amazing and exciting time. I got good grades and I never was bullied very hard. For this I'm thankful, I was blessed, I guess.

Time went so fast and now I have to think, what I will do after this year. At the moment I would love to become a psychotherapist, hopefully I will reach this goal. But at first I have to achieve my final exams, and then, we will see. I always say: if it's meant to be, it will be. Because of that I'm looking forward to my future and the time after high school. I think I'm ready for the "real life" and I want to live and enjoy it!

Goodbye for now, take care and lots of love to you!!